Minesweeper!

'm soooo addicted to it wei..

yea. the one that you thought it was a try-ur-luck so that you won't kena the bomb when you was a child! (or maybe it was only me that thinks like that, how naive!)

I've been playing it days and nights nowadays... even more addictive than facebook or pps.. >.<

Till then, shall continue playing.. :S

Sleepless night

it's 5a.m. now. And i'm still sitting here. wtf.

just so u know, it's only 9p.m. in UK.. arrgh.. safe me!! i can't be continuously sleeping around this time and waking up in the noon every day. =.=

22/10/10 - meet up with Nicole, like finally! Followed her to Help in assisting her to conduct experiment. Indeed a very good experience! Testing human's plagiarism by using boggle. Then headed to Midvalley for our late lunch.

23/10/10 - Grandpa said wanna treat me a 'wash dirt' dinner. had it in Wangsa Maju Pizza Hut. First time having fastfood with grandparents? cool huh?! i hardly even have it with my parents. :D

24/10/10 - Teman-ed mom to Pavilion today. Realised that there loads of designer brands here that UK are selling relatively cheap compared to Malaysia. I wish I have the cash to visit UK again just to SHOP! xp and no more free 2 hours parking for purchases above RM100 now. upgraded to RM200. wtf. later then, headed to Brickfields, it's exactly an Indian town now. Whatever u need, sari, muruku, flowers, diabetic cookies etc. Picked up Bro n Cally from KL central and headed to Jaya 33, lepak-ed around and off to Imperial Garden for another 'wash dirt' dinner. Bloated.

Mom just woke up and knocked on my door found out that I'm still awake. 'm Sounded. ish..

i shall start working my ass on my coming F3 CIMA paper.. 'm serious! *big eyes*

22/10/2010

I guess you won't be bother entering my blog again, don't you?
I thought things could get better since I was out of your sight for the past 1 year.
Is your life better without me interrupting?
You wouldn't know how badly i missed the times that we had/shared together.
Those post break-up days where we still share everything with each other every single day, chatted till late mid night, calling each other idiot, you telling me what's the latest hits, gossips etc.
Why good things always go against me?
I thought we could still be at least good friends afterall.
but the way you replied me this morning really broke my heart into pieces. Why do i always find your words stabbing my heart unconsciously everytime we talked. I guess Karma is acting on me? Sorry is the only word i can say now.


mesmerizing C21, the moment we had during your 18th Birthday. Innocent yet sweet.

Hoping you have a bright future undertaking, and Thank you for being the first person teaching me what Love is. Sorry for everything.

21/10/2010

首先，原谅我超有“水准”六年级程度的华语，好吗？>.<
在这宁静的晚上，种种的回忆不停的浮在我的脑海里。
我不是一个很会说话，也不会表达自己的一个女孩。所以在众人的眼中，我是一个很内向，很冷酷,很骄傲的一个人。但是，事实并不是这样。认识我久以后就会认同吧~
我是一个：
超blur，超摸，超傻，超婆妈，超爱睡，超爱吃，超爱逞强，超爱吃醋，超被动
在家人或死党面前，我可以放荡的表现我自己，因为我知道，只有他们不会批评我，接受我的全部吧！

友情 - 好友我多的是，但，知己，又有几个呢？对你，我又爱又恨。我感谢你这些年来对我的照顾与关怀。我也感谢你把我当成你的好姐妹。但，有时你对我的不满，或我达不到你的要求，我真得透不过气来。我知道你会说，你再乎我，所以才会这样。我明白，也了解。但，当你定的目标越来越高，而我也离目标越来越远了，你不但没给予鼓励，反而摆出你的脸色给我看，希望我会了解你。人是会累的。。
我并不是要丢弃你，是你自己放弃了我们。

对另一个你，我不知道是什么。是感情吗？还是一时的冲动或寂寞。我不知道，我只知道在你心中已有令一个她了。

Home Sweet Home!!

finally, i'm back to my country, love it or not.. it's still place where i grew up.
Malaysia, My Home. =)

viewed back my blog and found out that my birthday post. reminded me of how i celebrated it in UK. My group of friends actually threw me a surprise birthday party in common room.. So sweet of them~ AMA rocks!!

*no pictures, cos don't know why couldn't upload* sigh!

I'm having a serious jetlag these few days. Meet up with Adrian last night, chatted till late mid night still not feeling sleepy at all. reached home, golek-ed till 5am only managed to sleep and woke up around 3pm the next day. wtf right? >.<

Things changes tremendously during these four months. mixture of happy and sad. i guess i've grown up as a more mature 'girl' after all these things happened. Yes, i still call myself a girl, or perhaps, not a girl, not yet a woman.
i have a very low EQ, i can't handle all the -ships properly.
Friendship especially. I've gained and I've lost. Though i've gained more than lost. but the one and only lost is enough to leave a deep scar in my heart.
anyway, stop with the emo-ness.
will update this blog again when i got the time.. till then..