Beijing, I AM COMING!

hmm.. last trip of 2010.
Will be back on New Year eve.
Shall set my New Year resolutions now? hmm.. but I'm so tired of thinking.. >.<
Anyhow, the best part about my life in 2010, 2 things:
1) I am officially graduated and had travelled around UK and Europe.
2) I have met my Mr. Right, yup. I'm in a relationship now. whee~


I will be missing him badly in this coming 1 week. :(
However, I am super glad that the first person that I can see when I landed will be him. And I will have him counting down Year 2011 with me. whee~ It really makes me a happy girl.. ^^

okay, it's time to bed now,
Good night World,
Good night Love..

I want a Puppy!

I've always wanted to have a puppy since I was young.
But, mom never allows me to do so.
She dislikes dog and is afraid of the mess.
I've promised her that I would be fully responsible for that.
But still, she stands strong on her point.
:(

I always love the potluck season,
Apart from the foods and meet ups with all the relatives and cousins,
I can play with the puppies.
There will always be 2 Poodles and 1 Shih tzu.
Damn adorable I could say.

I'm so gonna get one when I'm financially stable.
Perhaps it would be the time where we owned a house together.
Hopefully he's a pet lover too.
Isn’t it sweet?
Just like the movie ‘Marley and Me’. A very emotional movie.. sobs..
Though it’s still a long way to go, but I’ll make this dream come true. :)
Maybe a Poodle for me, and a Golden Retriever for him? LOL.

F-R-E-E

Whee... I'm officially unemployed now..

Just completed 1 of my failed CIMA paper last Thursday, saw alot of familiar faces that I met on last sitting.. >.<>

I wanna go for Jay's coming concert!

I wanna go for movie!

I wanna go Jogoya!

I wanna join back Celebrity Fitness.

I wanna go shopping cos most of my baju doesn't fit me anymore. :'(

I wanna get rid of my lemaks... @.@

I wan my body back to its shape...

sigh!

till then. continue my drama.. :)

Appreciation

Had a chat with Daddy this morning, he was really depressed and disappointed with the issue facing by the Liew big family. Grandpa just passed away four years ago, and all the brothers and sisters starting to fight for their shares.

I thought this only happened in dramas, but I witnessed it on the other day. One of the sibling were shouted like a mad dog asking for appreciation for taking care of their father.

Appreciation is something that you EARNED for it.. and not something that you ASKED for it on what you've done.

You said you would rather die than taking care of him. Fuck you! I don't give a damn la whether you're my uncle or what.. just imagine your dad, my grandpa were there listening what you've said.. How would he felt? sigh~

It really scares me; Money is really a powerful beast.

I saw fine lines and wrinkles on dad's face. No more black and healthy hair but white and dry. Everything he does is for the sake of the big family but no one appreciate it. What they know is to wait for the money to reach their hand. sigh. I wonder will I be so materialistic when I've grown up? :(

Foods!

Was exploring the Picasa software that I just downloaded.. and TA-DA!












These are all the foods that I cooked or ate when I was in UK. Though it might look bland or whatsoever.. But it's a great accomplisment for me ok. Someone who never need to worry what's-for-dinner for the past 22 years! LOL.

okay, back to study! :D

smiley face =)

Well, some of my friends were so concerned about me regarding my previous post. You guys never know how important are those cheer up messages to me. It made me feel like I'm still 'some one' in this world. I'm not alone. Thank you!

Though I don't know who visited my blog. But I know they're still some body who cares for me, who wanna know how am I doing etc. Especially you. Yes you! Do leave me a message, and it'll definitely make my day! =)

For those who curious about my previous post, hmm.. make it simple. Both of us confronted each other, and we spurted out all our dissatisfactions. I hope things will eventually improve between both of us.

Currently addicted to Criminal Minds. Completed the 6th season and waiting for the release of new epi! ANTM is one of my current addiction too! arrgh.. I gotta start studying..

15 days left only..

My degree is like a shit, I can't afford not to pass my CIMA now.. Work hard for it LMJ! :)

I'm a bitch?

I know I'm the bitch you're referring to. Seriously, I was being called as a bitch for the first time in my life. Yes, BITCH! Never in my life had I thought this would happen to me. I tried my best to be nice to everyone all these while. Though some times I felt tired of being overly NICE. People tend to taking advantage over me. But seriously, I don't mind as long as you don't cross the border of my patient level. But, BITCH! I was seriously heartache. Especially being called by you. The one who used to treat me like a princess..

Am I really that nasty to you?

I'm confused..

You said

"After so long, deep inside me, a tiny little bit of me wants to talk to you again, hence, all the apology and long-winded stories. Turns out, you're still the same."

What do you mean by I'm still the same? What you expect me to do? I tried to talk to you. I tried to ask you out. But how you responded me? The way you talked to me and the way you talk to others were totally contrast. It’s like I’m forcing you. Do you expect me to act like nothing, hypnotizing myself that you’re still the old you?

People are afraid of rejection. So do me.

I need encouragement. A LOT A LOT of it. You knew it perfectly.

Another thing, you said “What happened to what you told me? What happened to all the promises? It turns out to be all bullshits from you again.”

I know it’s very irresponsible of saying I forgotten what I’ve promised you. I admit that I don’t keep promises all the time. Not that I’m intentionally. I have an awful memory cells. I swear. Or perhaps I’m selective towards memories. I’ve gone through a lot. I lost the most precious person in my life when I was young. Ever since, I’m selective towards remembering things. Especially promises that I’m made to someone I cared a lot. I’m afraid of unable to fulfilling it, so I chose not to remember it. I know this is bullshits. I shouldn’t have promise it if I can’t fulfill it right? Sorry is the only word I can say now. I know it wouldn’t change anything. And I would be grateful if you remind me again the promises that I’ve broken.

Which I know it’s impossible, because it’s not important for you anymore.

I shouldn’t start making empty promises from now on. I know it hurts.

You know, both of you were the one that understand me the most. I swear. Not even my mom understands me like u two. That’s why I’m afraid. I’m afraid of exposing too much of myself.

I have low self-esteem. Especially towards people that I cared.

I’m afraid of how they see me as.

I’m afraid of them hating me after knowing the real me.

That’s why I usually don’t initiate myself. Not that I’m arrogant. I’m just too coward.

Sorry for being a bitch to you. Sorry for causing you dilemma.

And I guess you really mean it when you said you’re seriously done with me.

Friendship for 9 years and it just vanished.

In conclusion, I don’t deserve to have you guys.

Minesweeper!

'm soooo addicted to it wei..

yea. the one that you thought it was a try-ur-luck so that you won't kena the bomb when you was a child! (or maybe it was only me that thinks like that, how naive!)

I've been playing it days and nights nowadays... even more addictive than facebook or pps.. >.<

Till then, shall continue playing.. :S

Sleepless night

it's 5a.m. now. And i'm still sitting here. wtf.

just so u know, it's only 9p.m. in UK.. arrgh.. safe me!! i can't be continuously sleeping around this time and waking up in the noon every day. =.=

22/10/10 - meet up with Nicole, like finally! Followed her to Help in assisting her to conduct experiment. Indeed a very good experience! Testing human's plagiarism by using boggle. Then headed to Midvalley for our late lunch.

23/10/10 - Grandpa said wanna treat me a 'wash dirt' dinner. had it in Wangsa Maju Pizza Hut. First time having fastfood with grandparents? cool huh?! i hardly even have it with my parents. :D

24/10/10 - Teman-ed mom to Pavilion today. Realised that there loads of designer brands here that UK are selling relatively cheap compared to Malaysia. I wish I have the cash to visit UK again just to SHOP! xp and no more free 2 hours parking for purchases above RM100 now. upgraded to RM200. wtf. later then, headed to Brickfields, it's exactly an Indian town now. Whatever u need, sari, muruku, flowers, diabetic cookies etc. Picked up Bro n Cally from KL central and headed to Jaya 33, lepak-ed around and off to Imperial Garden for another 'wash dirt' dinner. Bloated.

Mom just woke up and knocked on my door found out that I'm still awake. 'm Sounded. ish..

i shall start working my ass on my coming F3 CIMA paper.. 'm serious! *big eyes*

22/10/2010

I guess you won't be bother entering my blog again, don't you?
I thought things could get better since I was out of your sight for the past 1 year.
Is your life better without me interrupting?
You wouldn't know how badly i missed the times that we had/shared together.
Those post break-up days where we still share everything with each other every single day, chatted till late mid night, calling each other idiot, you telling me what's the latest hits, gossips etc.
Why good things always go against me?
I thought we could still be at least good friends afterall.
but the way you replied me this morning really broke my heart into pieces. Why do i always find your words stabbing my heart unconsciously everytime we talked. I guess Karma is acting on me? Sorry is the only word i can say now.


mesmerizing C21, the moment we had during your 18th Birthday. Innocent yet sweet.

Hoping you have a bright future undertaking, and Thank you for being the first person teaching me what Love is. Sorry for everything.

21/10/2010

首先，原谅我超有“水准”六年级程度的华语，好吗？>.<
在这宁静的晚上，种种的回忆不停的浮在我的脑海里。
我不是一个很会说话，也不会表达自己的一个女孩。所以在众人的眼中，我是一个很内向，很冷酷,很骄傲的一个人。但是，事实并不是这样。认识我久以后就会认同吧~
我是一个：
超blur，超摸，超傻，超婆妈，超爱睡，超爱吃，超爱逞强，超爱吃醋，超被动
在家人或死党面前，我可以放荡的表现我自己，因为我知道，只有他们不会批评我，接受我的全部吧！

友情 - 好友我多的是，但，知己，又有几个呢？对你，我又爱又恨。我感谢你这些年来对我的照顾与关怀。我也感谢你把我当成你的好姐妹。但，有时你对我的不满，或我达不到你的要求，我真得透不过气来。我知道你会说，你再乎我，所以才会这样。我明白，也了解。但，当你定的目标越来越高，而我也离目标越来越远了，你不但没给予鼓励，反而摆出你的脸色给我看，希望我会了解你。人是会累的。。
我并不是要丢弃你，是你自己放弃了我们。

对另一个你，我不知道是什么。是感情吗？还是一时的冲动或寂寞。我不知道，我只知道在你心中已有令一个她了。

Home Sweet Home!!

finally, i'm back to my country, love it or not.. it's still place where i grew up.
Malaysia, My Home. =)

viewed back my blog and found out that my birthday post. reminded me of how i celebrated it in UK. My group of friends actually threw me a surprise birthday party in common room.. So sweet of them~ AMA rocks!!

*no pictures, cos don't know why couldn't upload* sigh!

I'm having a serious jetlag these few days. Meet up with Adrian last night, chatted till late mid night still not feeling sleepy at all. reached home, golek-ed till 5am only managed to sleep and woke up around 3pm the next day. wtf right? >.<

Things changes tremendously during these four months. mixture of happy and sad. i guess i've grown up as a more mature 'girl' after all these things happened. Yes, i still call myself a girl, or perhaps, not a girl, not yet a woman.
i have a very low EQ, i can't handle all the -ships properly.
Friendship especially. I've gained and I've lost. Though i've gained more than lost. but the one and only lost is enough to leave a deep scar in my heart.
anyway, stop with the emo-ness.
will update this blog again when i got the time.. till then..

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Liew May Jean! You're officially 22 years old now..
Sad to say this, but she felt pathetic right now.. maybe this is the first year she's celebrating without her family. aiks. and she's spending her time now on Gossip Girls. >.<

anyway, she's still looking forward for tonight's Indian Cuisine with her closes buddies.. :D

Meaningful article

从网上看到这篇文章，感觉说得很有道理，虽然我还没24岁，但是时候该有这样的想法了。姐妹们，希望你们过得一天比一天幸福！

1~要坚信一个真理：这个世界上只有爸妈永远对你好。
你24岁了，你记不记得自己青春反叛的时候怎么气过他们。
你24岁了，父母都快年过半百了，你要对他们好的时间已经不多了。不要等失去的时候才哭着说当时年少不懂事，没有好好孝敬父母。

2~是的，你已经达到法定婚龄了，可是你并不用着急着嫁人。
或许你正在热恋，你们山盟海誓说要一辈子。
可是你才24岁，你不知道一辈子到底有多长。日子是过出来的，不是想出来的。
结婚，不是两个人的事情，是两个家庭的事情。老一辈讲的门当户对，并不是毫无道理的封建思想。结婚，你应该抱着一辈子只有一次的信念，所以结婚，慢慢来。

3~轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给一字头的年龄。
你24岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。
什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。
那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，经历过就够了。
24岁了，学会淡定从容。
女孩子，从来就应该骄傲地活着，而不是卑微地恋爱。

4~不要因为寂寞而恋爱，不要因为跟风而恋爱。
24岁了，学会对自己的人生负责。

5~自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。
24岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。
女人要独立，经济独立是基础。

6~如果一个男人对你说他配不上你，相信他。
一个自己说配不上你的男人，一辈子也不会配得上你！
珍惜与能力无关，与钱无关！

7~明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。
24岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？
24岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？

8~答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌优柔寡断、藕断丝连。
对自己心软，成不了大事。
24岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。

9~女孩子，要学会对自己好一点，别把所有的都投资在所谓的“潜力股”身上。
无论什么时候，看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌。

10~做人学会圆滑。
24岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人包容。
对不喜欢的人和事面带笑容，是我们必须学会的恶心。

11~感谢所有伤害过你的人。
然后在24岁生日的那天，对他们挥挥手，说声，我不再恨你们了。
你长大了，你要正视伤害。

12~别玩什么非主流。你不是90后。
还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏妆，是大方得体的淡妆。
一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优先考虑。
为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？
世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

13~减肥，说说就好。
到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候，你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩一系列疾病同时伴随你。
说不好还有胃癌。
24岁，你要知道，你以后的路还有很长，健康的身体是你走下去的保证。

14~对挑拨离间的人，不要揭发他。
等他演完一出出好戏，拼命演，拼命圆。
然后告诉他，其实你什么都知道。
接着，笑笑，离开。

15~谁对你好，你就对谁好。
人际交往永远是礼尚往来的、双向法则，没有人有义务对你好。
24岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。

16~转身，要比眼泪快。
这是必须。
24岁了，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过去。
要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别人面前掉眼泪。
别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。

17~你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事。
可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人。请你不要觉得那是负担。
24岁，这是你生命中一个新的开始。

18~随时给自己准备一个微笑 告诉自己 我可以！
不小了 要加油了

女人应该记住的：
1.学会做几个拿手好菜，不一定是给爱人做，也可能在休闲的时候犒劳自己或者慰劳下辛苦多年的父母。

2.越是得不到的感情，越不要极尽全力的强求；越是离得很远的理想，越需要旷日持久的坚持。

3.不要在情绪不好的时候做坏的决定，越是负面情绪占据主导的时候，越要少折腾神经。

4.一天不能花8小时以上时间去想同一个人，超过12点，再大的事也要为睡觉让路。

5.当感觉自己语塞的时候，就不要乱说话，要知道，沉默，也有无限种含义。

6.心情不好或者空虚寂寞的时候，千万不要找异性去说，那样只会让你更危险，找不到好姐们，也还有自己的父母。

7.不要怕犯傻和犯错，怕的是你第二次还犯同样的傻和同样的错。

8.工作是你的权利而不是义务，你可以少工作或者多工作，但是千万不要不工作。

9.健康比三围重要，智慧比财富值钱，这两样东西，争取都不要少。

10.能得到别人称赞不一定是好事，因为那同样会让你骄傲。

11.不要总是羡慕别人的幸福，因为那也可能是别人辛苦得来的。

12.衣服不要尽可能的多，够穿就行，男人不要尽可能的富有，够体贴你就成。

back on track

current mood: I'm so restless. I'm longing for a long and deep sleep, may i?
btw btw, whee.. finally sun shines after a period of cloudy days!! loving it.. i want this to stay forever! <3
heading to Nottingham tomorrow.. 'm so looking forward to it despite of the recent workloads had drained all my energies. arrgh.. more to come next week. shall get ready with my full loaded gun and aim! >.<
bought myself an adidas trainer today at Meadowhall. *loves* and i'm so headache with my adidas jacket that i bought from Cheshire oak, the sales person forgotten to detach the damn magnet.. @#$#@! thought of bringing it to Meadowhall today see whether any stores can detach it for me. but the moment i walked in to the store, the siren rang. wtf. everyone was looking at us. damn malu lo.. kept explaining to them what actually going on. ish ish ish. anyway, thanks babe (Michelle Oo) for your help! *shy*
i need to get some rest now. till then~ goodnight everyone.. :D

Meaning of Friendship

Define me the meaning of friendship anyone?
I felt so moodless these few days, I might acting like I'm happy or whatsoever, but in fact I'm NOT.
Do you know why this time I did not initiate myself of approaching you and apologize like how I did last time? The reason is, I don't think I've done anything wrong. Did i betrayed or back stabbed you? or any thing against the qualities of friendship?

Why are we always fight because of small little things? We're here only for 3 damn months, isn't it better to live everyday happy than letting our anger and frustration controlling us?
Seriously, I really don't like you treating me like this. I know the more you cared for some one, you will expect more from them. When they did not reciprocal you'll mad at them like how u mad at me.

Not that I don't care your feelings, if you felt that I've done something wrong, you should tell me directly on the spot, just like how everytime you point out my mistakes. Don't accumulate the grudge until to the stage of 'what is done is DONE'.
and did you ever care about my feelings too? i DO have feelings too. what would you feel if you're trying to explain and patching back but being ignored by the other one. will you continue?

You know, I'm not as independent as you right? That's why I'm trying my best to be good to everyone but you never understand me. I do need some one care about me and let me to lean on once in awhile. I thought i could count on you, but some how, I'm afraid. I would rather hiding my fears than presenting in front of you.

No matter what, you're always my bestie. A gifted true friendship that I will never forget.

lost counting

Just came back from Noodles Inn with a bunch of AMA-ians to celebrate our passing/failing of our CIMA external paper.
I'm so blessed of passing 1 out of 3 papers.. really THANK God. I swear I really did not expect to pass any. I even forgotten today is the releasing date of our result. This shows how much I 'cared'. >.< anyhow, i'm motivated, at least a little bit. 2 more papers to go and I'm a Professional Accountant. :D It's time to set a clear direction of my future. ahem.. xp
Called back home just now, again, my eyes filled with tears when i hear the familiar voices of my family.. i really miss home.. :(

AMA-ians. Friends forever! ^^

p/s: not really in a mood now. Perhaps my previous post had caused some misunderstanding towards my friend. If you happened to drop by here again, just to let you know that me and him are just friends. From the beginning till now. Trust me, You can never be replaced by anyone in his heart. Appreciate everything, fate wouldn't had brought u guys together with no reason. :)

Day 25th

Suddenly i feel like listening to mom's voice, when i picked up the phone, my eyes filled with tears. stupid tears! so i decided not to call her at this moment, i know i wouldn't control my emotions.
I miss home.. I seriously miss home. :'(
especially when i'm alone at this moment. Loneliness kills. i tried to make myself busy, but it wouldn't last.
i think of my dad, i miss him. i missed him knocking my room's door every morning just to make sure i'm fine. all these while, i've been neglecting his feelings. His love and care towards me are unconditional but i did not reciprocal. I'm not a good daughter nor a good sister. My lil sister would had done miles better than me if she's still here. i really really miss her.. is she happy? did she miss me as well?
:'(

Day 23rd

hmm.. kinda lost count in counting days already.. listening to love/emotional songs now.
Baby I'm Amazed By You, and i think of you. I miss everything about you. I wish time could turn back to those days that i missed deeply. I might act like I don't care at all but you won't know how much i care about.

okay, back to my life.. just wanna be alone at this silent night. listening to soft music, blogging, online. Last Saturday another trip to Whitby. seriously in love with the place there. People there are so carefree. I don't mind spending the rest of my retired life there. especially the beach. my love!

1st stop, hungrey! hunt for the so called famous Fish&Chips.
taste ok ok only la.. overrated. xp


On the way up to the spooky gravestones

i heart this alot! there's more in Facebook. lazy wana upload here. xp

last Friday, Tanggo invited me to his flat and he cooked me lunch.. aww.. it's really so sweet of him.. we know each other in Celebrity Fitness through a friend. maybe for some of you, i might be abit dauntless of going a guy's flat whom i just know a couple of months. but i don't know why, i trust him. :D he's been really nice to me all these while.. seriously.. And i appreciate it alot. Thank You! :)

Spaghetti topped with bacon+sausage pasta and broccoli

Seriously nicer than i expected :D

Till then, Good night..

Day 19th

another day of home alone. went Netto alone to buy ingredient for today's dinner and top up my snacks. Burned my hand in the oven just now while cooking.. T.T

what have i done these few days. as i mentioned in my previous post, we went Cambridge on last Saturday.. a main sambil belajar trip.. let the pictures explain all..

1st stop, Punting.. it's basically a river cruise..




i love this!! <3


outside some college.. xp

King's College

The Girls


jump~

we JUMP~~


They Jump~~


Outside the museum


Last pic of the day..

The next day is John's 22nd Birthday, had a potluck celebration with him..

food prepared by our house, flat 56.

fried meehoon

marinated bbq chicken

fish finger

+ 1 more green bean tong sui, forgot to take picture.. xp

all the food~~


and the birthday boy, John~ u're a MAN now. yuhoo!!!

i miss you, :')

Day 17th

killing my time at university library now.. i guess this will be part of my schedule on every Monday. sigh~ my timetable different with friends, so i have a total of 5 hours break in between..sobs.. wanted to go back at 1st, but had group discussion just now.. so left 2 hours only.. so suen la.. xp

last saturday we visited Cambridge. It's a city full of Univercities... and Museums.. :D overall it's an enjoyable and fun trip with great companions.. looking forward for this coming Saturday to Whitby! whee.

Day 12th

3 of them went for classes. left me here home alone.. sigh~ apparently i'm separated with them in most of the classes.. i'm always the cacat-ed one.. :(

last night we went to this Gentlemen's Club. seriously guys would love it to the max.. naked pole dancing whole night.. gosh.. at first, kinda awkward seeing them, but slowly, okayla.. it's a norm to them.. but for many of us it might be abit obscene.. anyhow, it's a good experience.. :D

gotta start my ass on my this coming Friday presentation. till then..

Day 10th

time really flies. Today is the 10th day of me staying in Sheffield.
visited Old Trafford last Saturday, great experience! though i don't really savor soccer la. >.<

Beauties & The Beast (wakaka. jk la.. our dai lou leh)


MU die hard fans. lol



lunch at Tai Hu Dim Sum
It was better than expected, NICE! yummy~

Next, jalan jalan around Manchester China Town and Exchange Square. Full of branded stuffs, from G to L.
but orang miskin like me where can afford la. (hear that mommy, daddy?) lol jkjk..
other than shopping nothing much.. frankly, i don't think this trip worth the price lor. it costs us 15 Pounds which only includes transportation and ticket to the stadium. (which costs only 4 Pounds i guess.) and can't really take our own sweet time taking pictures in the Stadium. sigh~

2nd week of classes, assignment and presentation are piling up. gotta put 100% in my studies la. first class honours, i'm coming after you. lol. till then..
take care people~ :D

thoughts

yeah, i'm back again.. congrats! promise i'll never come and go again.. please trust me once again. :p gonna jot down every precious moment here, Sheffield.
And at the same time, to my dear family, relatives and friends which i have no time to update my life over here, feel free to view my blog when you miss me. :D aiseh, terasa pulak..

Skyped with mommy, bro and cally just now. (dad still not back yet) chatted almost 1 hour. seriously missed my family over there. missed my bed, my astro, my lisa jie (kelisa) etc.. suddenly feel home sick pulak.. aiks.. it's already 1 week i'm here, still getting used to the life here.. life without my lisa is really sucks.. over-pampered child. xp hmm.. nothing much actually.

will update again when i have the time.. till then. Heading to Manchester United tomorrow. wee~~
Good Night!

back

well, i'm back from nowhere again.
i guess there's no one ever stop by here anymore.
it's alright.. this blog is mine. and it's all up to me whether wanna make it alive or dead.

okay, back to my life.. couldn't really relate to the word 'interesting' anymore. my college life has officially ended since January2010. it's only weekends' classes I'm attending now to prepare for my external papers. i guess next year i'll be coming back again.. CONFIRM! if i still chit-chatting on EVERY single classes. >.< well, no more college means no more pontengs, no more working my ass on assignments, no more 'high-school dramas', no more after-class outings/movies.. no more FUN to be exact. sigh.. coll vs. coll-no-more? college of cos! gonna miss u guys lots.. :')

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