Friday, February 27, 2009

determination

i'm starting to look for a new job..
from promoter to office work. lol..
i've kinda decided wanna quit my current job last night..
but some how, today boss belanja us lunch at Great Eastern mall. (he belanja us at least once a week, where to find such generous boss la..)
supposed at Cozy house but very packed so went to this thai restaurant a few blocks away.
Named 'oo cha' i think? forgot.. haha.. not lucah can d la.. great ambiance though..
during the lunch. boss made lots of cold jokes and i had a really enjoyable moment with my colleagues...
hence, made me feel damn guilty if i quit larr..

and and, i got my salary today.. though i've only worked for 3 weeks but he paid me 1 month's salary.
which made me feel lagie fukn guilty lar..
hahah.

let's follow the flow ba.. IF only i'm hired else i won't quit. recession la now...
hard to find work ma..
lol

Thursday, February 26, 2009

boring day

as usual went to office today. no seminar for me to attend today, hence diam diam duduk kat office jer lar..

'm still in dilemma whether wanna quit this internship not..
reasons?
  • cos i'm not learning anything.. not even something that beyond my studies..
  • refer back to my first point.
  • my gaji is sooooo insufficient for me to ware. planning to become freelance if i quit.. at least working as part timer is way luxurious than intern.

btw,this 3 months break is mainly for us to gain some studies-related knowledge. but i don't think i've learn anything so far other these:
  • discarding brochures from envelopes
  • updating customers' database
  • filling
  • filing up consignment notes
  • facing a good joker but choosy boss (opss.. hope he won't happened to see this)
so boring kan? KAN??
can't imagine doing these for the next 2 and half months.
oh. forgot about working onsite..
i rather him sending me to seminars loo.. at least i can do nothing there but eat. lol..
joking la.. it's very stress ok.. have to make sure everything is in perfectly order..
that day i almost left the wireless microphone in the hotel..
thank god i remembered after 3 minutes i left the hotel. quickly made a BIG U-TURN back to hotel and ahamdulilah! it's still there...
or else.. i couldn't imagine the consequences..
label me as Ms. forever blur. :p


should i quit and find another studies-related job?
maybe i'm just plain 'hangat tahi tahi ayam'?
lol. i pun don't know. label me as Ms. indecisive.
shall see how it goes for another 1 weeek ba.

today this soo sweeeet punya idiot early early called me out for lunch..
this babi reached my office an hour earlier than my lunch time.. babi right?
soo sweeet for waiting btw..
alaa alaa.. next time our turn go find you la ok.. :p


till then. good night~~

Monday, February 23, 2009

FATS FATS FATS!!

ever since last week i started going for seminars in hotels on behalf of my company, my weight has increased significantly and still increasing. god damn!!

potluck-ed last saturday, my aunties and cousins non-stop commenting that i've gained weight!!
especially my butt and cheek and and my double chin is sooooo obvious now!! whaaaaaaaa!!
jacky, i wanna go on diet la!!! sushi gotta postponed ok.. lol.

babi babi!! i'm admit i'm babi jean now. all thanks to the idiot giving me such a sweet name..
sob....

today and tomorrow seminars at Berjaya Times Square hotel.. and tutt! the food there is soooo damn yummy!! better than royale bintang.. especially the desserts~~~ cheese cake!! i can't help but tried each and every type of cakes... and puddings, brownies etc.. @.@
awww... how to resist laa??? 7 days work, 5 days at hotel. morning wait for tea-break, after tea-break wait for lunch, after lunch wait for tea-break, after tea-break prepare to balik.. ish!!


btw, i had a great day today, met a new part-timer and we get along sooo fast&easily!! friendly ma me... blek.

kla.. gotta sleep d la.. today was late to hotel again, boss showed black-black punya face. me sangat takut la. haha..

goood night!!

Friday, February 20, 2009

tags

was supposed to do this tag yesterday. notice my previous title? lol..

1. Who tagged you?

jacky the sweetie

2. Do you like tags?
sometimes yes.. sometimes no! it depends..

3. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to live happily ever after with my prince. lol..

4. What is your current mood?
tired

5. What will you do if your crush says he/she adores you too?
action only if i adore him too.

6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
why not? if the chemistry is there.

7. Which will you prefer, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone :)

8. What is your favourite food?
sushi.. (jacky, jom sushi 1 day ok?)

9. If the person you dislike is right in front of you, what will you do?
nothing?

10. What do you pray each day for your loved ones?
their happiness and health for sure..:)

11. What takes you down the fastest?
losing someone that i loved..

12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
hopefully i'm happily married by then. desperate sial.. :p

13. What is the reason that could make you so tensed up?
nothing could really tensed me up..

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
sweet, adorable, charming, smart..

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married and rich!! i don't care.. :p

16. Would you sacrifice for your loved ones?
yeah!

17. What's the character must have in your partner?
matured.. and honest..! and strong! and loves me alot!!! (ya, loving me should be 1 of his characater. :p)

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneusly, who would you like to pick?
1 is enough for me.

19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
hmm.. depends on how horrible it is? if it's just chicken skin thingy. for god sake, dont occupy my limited brain cell okay!

20. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
if only i found the right person or else single would be fun.


21. What kind of music do you like?
anykind that suits my ear.. more in emo and love song. :p

22. Who are the 5 person that you would like to tag?
1) Nicholas
2) Melissa
3) Grace
4) Pooi Ji
5) Teacher CJ


JFF (just for fun)
Full name?
~Liew May Jean

Where did you get your name?
~Well, i got no idea.

How old are you?
~21st in coming sept

How many siblings do you have?
~1 brother and 1 sister (passed away)

Where are you right now?
~my room

What is your best virtue?
~hmmm..

Who pisses you off nowadays?
~nobody..;)

Are you in love?
~my heart is numb has no feeling..

What song are you listening to right now?
~Akon - Keep You Much Longer

Does it really matter what people say about you?
~not really.. i am who i am..

If someone annoys you this instant.,what will you do?
~walk away.. not worth it..

Do you like your studies...?
~errr.. trying to..!

What makes you happy?
~anything/one that attracts me

Do you think you will succeed in life?
~yes!.. im half way through..

Do you want to get married?
~ya! had a bet with my aunt.. must get married before 30. lol

What do you think about this survey?
~wasting my time...

Monday, February 16, 2009

tag

finally got some time to upload some pictures.. my blog is sooo boring and dull recently.. :(
btw, today went to Royale Bintang again to replace my colleague.
today's speaker is fantastic! though i don't really know what she's talking all the time. today topic was GROUP ACCOUNTS, yea, i know i studied before.. but, who the heck wanna go remember such boring thing la right..
met a childish retard bitch today. sorry for sounding rude..
but this woman really pissed me off lo..
our company give out compliment books for early birds who registered early for the work shop. and this woman registered late and of cos won't get the book la right..
so when i was distributing the books to every1 except her. she was like so damn mm song..
she : i actually registered in early January and submitted to the HR department. so i'm consider as early birds.
me : ya, but your HR department had submitted late. sorry about it miss.. i couldnt give you the book as it's our company policy.
she : there (pointing at the extra book).. got extra give me la..
me: really sorry miss, that book is reserved for the absent participant.
she: *walked away angrily*
me: @#$#%$#%^%&^$%^#

ish! idiotic woman!!
babi punya perempuan.. you can't get your book is not my fault ok!!

fine. don't wanna ruin my mood cos of her.. overall i had a great day there.. meeting new peoples are indeed fun and challenging!!
this is me in day 1 :



after work

DAY 2


DAY 3



:p

and and, i found this very very interesting!!
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this idiot name is here!! woohooo!!
but this Ng Kok Hoong is damn fat n yong sui. haha. so bad.. :p

down syndrome home


photo curi from jacky. keke..

chelle jie b'day at 4 season restaurant.









red box's toilet


the girls


dinner at shogun buffet dinner.

till then...
good night......

shout outs!

on 10 February 2009,

HAPPY 49TH BIRTHDAY MAMA!
(she's gonna kill me if she saw this. haha!)


on 15 February 2009,

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY CHELLE JIE!

while today 16th February 2009,


HAPPY 56TH BIRTYDAY PAPA!

have so much to write yet too little energy to type. lol.. will update more on pictures whenever i'm free. :p malas wanna upload to pc.

today is my most enjoyable day since my internship started.
told ya i'll be an event organiser today right?
so today, woke up at 6am.(amazing sial) haha.
and and i tot since so early there'll be no jam gela, manatau, jam like F!
and my boss waited for me in his car for almost 20 mins. wtf wtf.
remind me bout my previous boss whom waited me for 30mins few months back.
luckily Sean John are kindhearted bosses. or else i'm fired. hehe..
then we headed to Royale Bintang hotel located at bukit bintang area..
boss briefed me on what to do, what should/shouldn't say bla bla..
my job is real simple yet filling(tummy). seriously!
first, sat on the register table and welcomed the participants
after all the participants arrived, the seminar starts..
then my job is done, then went in to the seminar room sit there and listen to the speaker.
today's topic was FINANCIAL ANALYSIS AND PROFIT ENHANCEMENT.
and it's 100% relevant to my studies.. (the speaker is a CIMA graduated with MBA btw)
an hour later, tea break! went out makan for 15mins then come back.
2 hours later, Buffet lunch! went out makan for 1hour then come back.
2 hours later, Tea break! went out makan for 15 mins then come back.
gosh.. save my fat tummy pls...
yesterday had Shogun buffet dinner then today and tomorrow buffet lunch.
if don't eat feel bad for my boss lo.. cos he already paid for me..
hahah.. some more the food are very yummy la. seldom hotel food so yummy one la.. how to resist??
so basically this is what i did the whole day. eat eat and eat..
the speaker is very very the friendly and nice.. whenever he free he'll come and talk to me.. (scare me boring kot) haha..
tomorrow going there again. yay.. buffet~ here i come.. lol..
till then..

Saturday, February 14, 2009

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!


how's your vday going on friends?

while me, the single soul has no1 to celebrate with hence early early in the morning went to this PUSAT PENJAGAAN TERENCAT AKAL SELANGOR with jacky and aunty.
we donated some dried food and lingered around getting know the kids backgrouds etc..
it's really heartache seeing them especially the young ones..
some parents just dumped their down syndrome child there and switched their mobile number.
heck! aren't you human? for god sake! Karma soon will chasing after you dear.
i'm sooo sleepy now.. zzzz

what an unproductive v day..

since this year aren't any lover for v day..
shall i get something for myself instead?
yes.. i should..
till then...
oh oh, did i mentioned on how's my internship going on?
well, it's going on smooth and i can't wait for next monday. yuhoo! gonna be an event organiser. can't wait..

Sunday, February 8, 2009

wonder

wonder why parents sometimes are so over conservative towards their daughter than their son..
sigh...
had an emo-chat with mom just now.. yes emo, i cried again. :p
we were happily chatting in my room at first, then suddenly bro's brought his gf back and they dropped by at my room and say Hi.
then the drama begin..
i said why gor can bring his gf back with his room's door closed without being questioned??
while me.. on the other hand, 2 days ago being questioned and demanded to leave my door to be opened.
what the... fyi, there were 3 of us in my room (2F1M).
ridiculous right? what can the 3 of us do in my room?
it's quite hurtful that i'm being distrust by my parents. sigh.

Friday, February 6, 2009

out of a sudden..

my mom just told me that tomorrow there'll be 3 students coming for tuition..
and i'm their teacher..
what the... mom, now only you tell me ar? some more starting at 9am. @.@
i where got time to prepare la..
form 1 some more.. all the terms that i studied in my high schools are in Malay la mom.. i need time to adapt to English term..
currently i'm teaching another 2 classes which are stardard 5. and yes! i'm having minor difficulty in their terms.
some more form 1 leh.. if cannot answer very malu one lar.. >.< and cannot blow water with them.. unlike last time in subang.. it was tough yet FUN teaching the lower primary.
they can made you laugh till your pants dropped! lol.. seriously!!
missed the kids man.. so emo when i told them i wont be teaching them anymore.. they kept asking why teacher? is it we not good? when teacher coming back??
i tell you, my tears ar.. really beh tahan la.. quickly turned back and wiped it off..
sob sob.. told you i'm emo..
then after classes, i overheard my students kept asking my boss why i don't wanna teach them.. sigh...
i really have a sudden thought of continuing my contract that time..
but...... :( i have no choice..
though my fridays were tied with them for 1 year..
though i've missed lots of outings after class on fridays with friends..
though i've spent almost 3 hours for the 2ways journey in ktm.
though i've skipped some of the classes on friday just to teach there.
though it's not a luxuries pay.
yet, i didn't regret for signing up the contract..
i've learned alot from there.. it's a priceless experience!
love you children....
i missed them calling me teacher jean.. awww.. emo emo..

kla.. gtg d.. get my ass ready to face new challenges tomorrow..

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Attitudes Of A Leader

Always wanted to blog something inspiring till i found this from a Buddhist book.
it's so meaningful and would like to share with all of you.

Attitudes Of A Leader
Blessed is the leader who is AWARE
of all that is HAPPENING
withOUT and withIN him

Blessed is the leader who not only
SEES but also LOOKS
HEARS but also LISTENS

Blessed is the leader who knows
WHERE he is going
WHY he is going
and HOW he is going


Blessed is the leader who knows
no DISCOURAGEMENT
who presents no ALIBI

Blessed is the leader who knows
how to LEAD without being DICTATORIAL

Blessed is the leader who knows
how to be FIRM yet GENTLE

Blessed is the leader who knows
how to develop LEADERSHIP
while LEADING

Blessed is the leader who knows
for the good of most CONCERN
and not for PERSONAL
GRATIFICATION of his own ideals

Blessed is the leader who has
his head in the CLOUDS
but his feet firmly on the GROUND

Blessed is the leader who
considers LEADERSHIP AN
opportunity to SERVE MANKIND.

(AUTHOR : UNKNOWN)

Monday, February 2, 2009

an appreciation to my small QQ

If you do follow my blog, you should have read the post on my parents fought and ended up with a cold war. remember not?
ish.. so fast forgot.. kla. click here la if wanna refresh :p

so, few days back i received a comment from my small QQ (mom's youngest bro) :
(i didn't know he'll read my blog. so suprised! lol)

Though it is just a normal dairy or blogging... but it has touched my heart deeply, indeed...

I know your mum, your dad, but not much about you... though you have been calling me QQ for 20 years...

What a simple sentence, "sorry dear, i'm late..", how many wives in this world knowing this sentence, how many wives keep this sentence in their heart for their entire life... I could say most of them! 90% dare not to speak out, voice out to their so called lovely husbands!

A sweet sentence can end up with a memorable candle light dinner or a surprised gift.

My dear May Jean, I am glad to see you have grown up and mature now... Listen to me, be the 10% not the 90%, knowing is not enough, speak this to your future husband no matter how bad the situation is...

Have you ever thought that you could be their moderator? Have you said any words when you saw this to your mum or dad?

Cold war or candle light dinner? Choose one. Hope that you will be the best wife to him!

With loves,
Small QQ

when i read this, i can't help it but cried. i know i know. i'm so emotional. lol..

Q, you know what. though it's just a short and precise comment, it really cheered up my day!
though i've been calling you QQ for 20 years, but it seems like we're just like hi-bye relatives, okay, maybe more than that. :p i still remember those days we named your room as Kara-ok room and that's our playland. lol. ever since you start working in Penang, we can only see you during some big occasions. :(
and now you're thousands miles away from us, at Saudi. really hope to see you soon. if you don't come back and see us, don't blame us for flying over there. we mean it! lol. ok, i'm joking. :p

ok, back to topic.. ya, i've grown up as a matured lady now! no more a small little girl okay QQ.. lol.
i couldn't promise that i can be th 10%, but i'll definitely try my best not to be the 90%. and
i will try my best to be my parents moderator too.. though i doubt i can do it best since i'm a timid kind of person. no balls punya. hahaha..

The consequences of choosing :
candle light dinner = both of you will be ended looking for a new solid bed. if you get what i mean. haha..
cold war = cold war la.. you don't choi me, i don't choi you. haha..
choose one..

kla. gtg now.. goodnight!