tomorrow is the day!!

i'm sooo sick now.. non-stop sneezing like a retard woman. ish ish..

yay, tomorrow will be my last day in this company. hopefully my boss will slumberly let me leave.
no point me staying there while my heart isn't there anymore. right right?

whatever it is.. i'm leaving... :)

today went to Berjaya Times Square again.
there's this cute malay guy, Amir really pro in making me go crazy after him. lol.. haha. jokin jokin. :p
he's the banquet guy there and he's 1 year younger than me. (too bad!)
i met him once last week through the malay colleague of mine.
and today he kept staring at me passionately with a gently smile that can melt your heart instantly! ('m not kidding! lol) and out of the sudden he started this conversation :

him : u ada boyfriend tak??
me : *stunned & blushed gao gao for few sec* huh.. haha.. gape? sibuk la u.. :p
him : ahh.. mesti ada..
me : why? muka i macam ada bf ge?
him : u cantik.. mesti ada..
me : mana ada la.. u? mesti banyak gf..
him : takde la.. serious..
me : kerja sampai kul berapa?
him : 3 spai 11.. nak ajak i kluar?
me : hehehe..

stood up, walked to this exclusively corporate club ballroom, asked him, saya boleh masuk?
him : boleh, tapi mesti pegang tangan i la..
me : ...... tak nak!
him : then tak boleh masuk la.. *do some silly faces*
me : hmmmph.. *act merajuk and walk away*
him : alaa... masuk la. mari...

then, pointed at another huge ballroom,
me : malam ini ada big function?
him : yala.. i dah book untuk u.. candle light dinner.. nak melamar kat u.. boleh?
me : .........

he's really damn cute lar. too bad he's younger than me.. lol.. else sure tackle him99. lol.. kidding la!!

then, balik tat time, he insist to help me carry my bag and walk me to my car..
so sweet so sweet...
gosh.. i sound like a desperate old lady craving for a young man. hahahaha.. whatever it is..
i don't deny that i felt attractive today.. hahaha. (even if he's saja kacau me) :p

House Of Joy

This time around, let us head to Taman Kinrara, Puchong for the under-privileged in House of Joy! HOUSE OF JOY is a social concern and a non-profit charitable home that administers shelter, care and training to orphans, children and teens who are underprivileged, abused, abandoned & neglected, poor, and delinquent. Besides children’ home, we also give shelter and care to some underprivileged and destitute old folk. House of Joy has been established since 1st August 1992 by Rev Tang Chee Sing and his wife Lee Ching Mun.The aim of House of Joy is to reach out to these needy people, to develop a real sense of worth and a change for the betterment amongst children, teenagers and the elderly. We hope that by loving, caring, counseling, educating, training and transforming through restoration will help this needy especially children and teenagers into useful adults, ready to face life’s challenges.

so this time round, me, as one of the LYNCF member which had been MIS for a very very long time finally keluarkan some time to attend.
lol.
it's only an excuse if you said you got no time for charity. - absolutely agreed.

i woke up as early as 6.30am this morning to get ready and meet up with Bryan and headed to meet up point with the rest.
i swear i was damn tired&sleepy and bloody no mood due to yesterday's perpetual curses. :p

we were the 1st car to arrive. *flip hair* haha.. then slowly every1 arrived.
reached the girls' home around 9?
then, clean up the house.. swept and mopped the floor, set up the tent, tables and chairs etc..

then wait for the boys to arrive from their home.
KFC sampai! yuhoo.. kids happiest time..
and i met a leng chai there.. his name is Ah Loong. haha.. he's damn cute wei..
really made me wanna bring him back.. :'(
will show his pic when it's with me.

after makan, games&presents time...
main main sembang sembang and time flies..
it's almost 230pm. and time to say goodbye.. ;(

i had a really really enjoyable&productive day.. made me a happy girl today. though my past few days was a disastrous.
i'm so gonna get my ass ready for the next month's charity no matter what.
Sherly, good job.. you know we love you. <3
and thanks for the ride my dear 'ji mui' bryan. lol.

oh btw, HAPPY EARTH HOUR 2009. i very guai, I'm blogging without light now. :p

WTF

fucking pissed off wei!!!!
my ex-colleague just called me and bocor to me that the malay colleague of mine that i mentioned in my blog b4 told her that I AM SUSAH TO AJAR!

WHAT THE FUCK?!?!

who's teaching who now? who still bug me on how to print name tag and stuffs?
who's helping you source for books and follow up every little shit on the books and kena pressure like hell from boss?

i couldn't recall anything that you had ajar me before for god sake. i swear N-O-T-H-I-N-G!

Yeah, i remember very well how you taught us to cover your boobs up by giving boss a rosy picture.
at the end, who kena??

please tard.

susah nak ajar right? bless u.. save your puss up to "ajar" me from next week on.
i'll throw all the shits back to you dear.
i've had enough of my asshole cucuk-ed.

and boss, you told her that you don't wanna hire intern anymore. did you?
if yes, yea.. better don't.. intern is not high class enough for your company.
we don't do perfect job to meet your flawless demand.
so please don't jimat to hire cheap labour like us.
thank you.

sorry for the vulgar. i really tak boleh tahan la..
am i really that bad for an intern??
i've put so much efforts into my job but... seems like no one appreciating it. :(

She Apologized

Listening to Neyo - Mad <3

after 1 night of contemplating.
'she' finally realized that she felt guilty of accusing me.
'she' apologized when there were only both of us in the 'stuffy' office.

and i couldn't control my tears again. ('m really bad in dealing with tears. :$ )
so, i tried to avoid eye-contact with her and acted that i was cool with it and said
'it's alright D.. it's over d..'

in fact, i was soo not cool with it. why you bother to apologize??
the moment the dirty lies that came out from you. i'm so over&done with you.
you denied = i lied.
do you think i felt good to be treated as a LIER?

both of you just senang senang escape and threw all the blames at me alone.
i was hoping sooo badly that you guys would give me a hand.
but... sigh.. whatever it is.. this is real world.

like Yin said, it's better for him that i telan all the blames rather than sharing it with his closest/related ones which would be more awkward/embarrass for him to react.

so what?? it's so not fair to me.. i'm the most innocent one..
i tried my best to please everyone and company.
what i get?!?!

whatever it is.. i finally had the guts to tell him that i wanna quit.
and to D, thanks for your apology. though it doesn't really matter to me anymore. but i appreciate it alot.

the only person that i will miss is you, Yin. you know that. lol.
i'll miss how we caught in the rain under the telephone booth today.

me : yay.. we're so romantic now..
Yin: yea. only i have a dick.
me : .....

@.@ you seriously made my day. :)

emo day

today is the worst day of work after sooo long..
worst till to the extend that i couldn't control my tears anymore.
i've been emo the entire day..
i've been withholding my tears from everyone. but i think i've failed pathetically somehow especially infront of Yin. i'm bad in all these.

i really hate being accused/blamed for things that i'm out of control.
today's issue really smothered me like hell.
couldn't deny the fact that working life is way cruel than you could imagine.

don't feel like diffusing it world widely. i just wish that i could talk to some1 that i'm close/comfortable with.
but i really don't feel like bothering them with my problem. :(

luckily i have this nice new colleague of mine, Yin in this suffocating office.
if she wasn't there for me today. i would be a damn emo girl now. (at least i felt better after spilling out to her)

i wrote her a long love emo letter.
and she sms me within minute. i felt sooo touched.. you won't know how much you cheered me up.

contents deleted. :p

Yin, thanks alot. thanks for entertaining such a childish and sensitive girl like me.
thanks for letting me released my tantrum today.
i couldnt imagine the office without you there for me..
thank god i met u..

hope things get better tmr.

Book Review Part 2

i'm bored..
just finished watching 6 epis of this :

comment? hmm.. not bad.. i enjoy watching Laughing kor.. the way he touched sam jeh hearts. aww..
Can't wait to finish all the 30 epis..

so shall continue my book review part 2 since i'm sooo bored now.

101 ways to score points with a woman.

• Make the bed and clean up the bedroom. yes, i'm a lazy bum. :p ****
  

• Wash before having sex or put on a cologne if she likes that. haha.. cologne increases sex drive?? *****
  

• Be patient when she is sharing. DON'T look at your watch. **
  

• Display affection in public. *****
  

• when holding hands don't let your hand go limp. *******
  

• suggest different restaurants for going out; don't put the burden of figuring out where to go with her. yes! please. i hate planning.. :p **********
  

• Be understanding when she is late or decides to change her outfit. *****
  

• Pay more attention to her than to others in public. ****
  

• Buy her an outfit (take a picture of your partner along with her sizes to the store and let them help you select it). *****
  

• Let her see that you carry a picture of her in your wallet and update it from time to time. ********
  

• Write a note/poem or make a sign on special occasions such as anniversaries and birthdays. ********
  

• Treat her in ways you did at the beginning of the relationship. *******
  

• Read out loud or cut out sections of the newspaper that would interest her. (i hate reading newspaper) **********

• Bring home her favorite pie or dessert. chesse cake topped with melted choc can i? yummmmmm~~ ***************

number of * according to my personal preference. :p
lots more la. malas wanna type out.. haha.
now, let's see

How women can score big with men

• He disappoints her but she doesn't punish him.
• He gets lost and she sees the good in the situation and says "We would never have seen this beautiful sunset if we had take the most direct route."
• When he apologizes for a mistake and she receives it with loving acceptance and forgiveness.
• When he wants to make up after a fight and starts doing little things for her and she starts appreciating him again,
• She is happy to see him when he gets home.

very panjang la men's punya.. lazy mao type d.
continue my drama luu.. night~~

Thai Thai

half day out to Sunway Pyramid with my college gang yesterday.
reason??
cos we have all passed!! yuhoo~~

i'm soooo satisfied and happy with my result though i didn't get any A la..
this time i got rojak B again. B+, B and B-.

Okla.. for a procrastinator like me.. hopefully it would maintain throughout my advance diplo year. *pray hard*

so, dai lou came and pick us up and headed to pyramid cos dai ga jeh wanted to try Thai Express.
but ended up we had Thai Thai cos Thai Express doesn't exist in pyramid. lol.

but turned out not bad.. nice environment, typical thai food with reasonable price.

then, wanted to catch a movie (already beratur&almost our turn) but then chelle jeh said in cinema cannot chit-chat so suggested bowl. so ok!!

upon reaching there, can see a huge crowd there. obviously there're having some tournaments.. quite alot of hunky guys there though.. *drool**

ge po awhile then don't know where-to-go-and-what-to-do.

girls favourite time!! SHOPPING~~

KITCHEN
something like nichii concept but slightly more high class.

spot the shorts. nice? wanted to buy but toooo tight la.. :(



spot the tee and shorts.
tee : too transparent
shorts : too tight again.. what laa.. that's because we had a wonderful dinner k..



at last, bought nothing. *grins*
btw, me without braces nor retainer!! :)

kesian the guys la.. so headed to have a karaoke session but then they only have dinner package which cost RM 46/pax. @.@ suen la. guess it's not our day..

jalan2 around spotted a mermaid :

how can she stand ar? sitting there motionless for a couple of hours.

that's it for my saturday.. it's sunday today.. time flies. :(
time to catch up with my dramas..

bye!

IT'S FRIDAY AGAAAINN!

YAY.. i cinta friday so much!! <3

after a hectic week of work.. time to get some rest and pamper myself.. :p

i'm soooo stuffed right now.
all thanks to my lovely dovey boss belanja us at Road House Grill today..
i tell you man, working in this company is all about eat eat and EAT..
I felt so bad that the food we ordered were way expensive than our boss. lol..
we ordered grilled lamp chop, chicken chop, mixed grilled whatever chop is it etc while our boss only ordered burger with a mineral water..
the bill was a bomb wei.. we felt so guilty.. hehe..


watever it is.. tomorrow is saturday. yuhoo!!
going to meet my baby now.. :p
tata~~

Book Review

yea. i do read book SOME times. lol..
so, what book i've read, or perhaps still reading..

MEN ARE FROM MARS, WOMEN ARE FROM VENUS

yaya, i know i'm sooo outdated..
what la.. no time ma..
since i know i'll be going Concorde Hotel, Shah Alam today, so i rented this book to kill my time there. lol.
btw. the desserts there are pretty awesome!! made me a happy girl today. :)

i've finished reading 2/3 of this book, and i found it rather interesting and accurate? lol.

there's this part 101 WAYS TO SCORE POINTS WITH A WOMAN.
nah, won't be listing all the 101 ways la.. don't worry. I'll only list those that will turn me ON or perhaps make me go uh-la-la. lol..

1. Upon reaching home find her first before doing anything else and give her a hug. - the first thing that pop into my mind is where my SO hug me from back while i'm on my apron. sweet giler!
2. Bring her cut flowers as a surprise as well as on special occasions.- 'm not greedy, 99 roses will do. :p
3. Validate her feelings when she is upset. - dun judge whether she's really upset or not. validate it!
   
4. Compliment her on how she looks. - women love compliments ok!
   
5. When she talks to you, put down the magazine or turn off the TV and gives her your full attention. - hardly men will do that lo. if you know who will, let me know!!
6. If she usually washes the dishes, occasionally offer to wash the dishes, especially if she is tired that day. - believe it or not, my dad does that!!
7. Give her four hugs a day. - only applies after married la, where possible la 4 times a day. :p
8. Call her from work to ask how she is or to share something exciting or just to tell her " I LOVE YOU".
   
9. Wash her car. - awww..
   
10. Wash your car and clean up the interior before a date with her.. *double awwww*

i'm very tired plus sleepy now, shall continue tomorrow ya.. night night~

Wishes

HAPPY BELATED 21ST BIRTHDAY TO CHIEW YEE!



may you have all your wishes come true
stay happy & healthy always
friends forever ya.. hugs..


i've been studying for the whole day today. hopefully i can pass my piano exam tomorrow la. and shit! now only i remembered my college results will be out tomorrow. SIGH!
wish me luck..
i need them ALOT!

super tiring!

addicted to Beyonce - Helo

beautiful song!
savior of my super tiring days.
these few days woke up around 5am and slept for 4-5 hours only. man, i looked soo 'chan' and old now.. :(

seminars were held in Cititel these 2 days.
the food there are suck to max!
some tasteless, some too diabetic, some too diluted etc.
desserts really disappointing lo.. SIGH~

'm going to bed now.. sooo sleepy.

bless the burung gagak.. may you continue indulging yourself in your world full with hatred and perasan-ness.

bothered

i was soo irritated by my boss today..
nearly wanted to confront him in email but i seriously don't have the guts.
here it goes..
my new colleague is not that IT savvy, hence boss was kinda annoyed by teaching her over and over again about the same thing.
so, he said he teach me lar.. when she's stuck again, call me to teach her..
it these two days, this colleague of mine non-stop bugging me..
i was more than willing to help her at first, but after constant guiding and stuffs, she'll still get stuck some how.
nvm.. be patient la..
she then delegated me some task to help her out.
later on. i did some minor mistakes and i told her about it, she also nodded and agreed with my solution.
but then, WTF, she went and report to my boss on my mistake. fuck lo..
if you don't agree with my solution, fucking tell me la.. i'll go amend it..
why wanna talk bad behind of me? fucktard!
then me kena from boss la.. i was really stunned lo.. infront of me, 'jinny~~ come here baby~ so sweet la you~~'
gross ok..

i know she's pissed of me because she's being insulted indirectly by boss.
but hello, is tat my fault? you think i love to teach you ga? over and over again some more.
and worst thing is your pay is 4 times more than me ok..
and i'm like doing half of your donkey job?
if i damn mm song, i can just quit and throw back all the shits to you okay!


and because of you, i kena again from boss,
the seminar is on next wed and the materials are still not ready yet.
obviously it's not enough time for us to courier there since monday is a holiday.
so, boss was quite pissed and blamed both of us for fooling around and doing last minute work.
HELLO BOSS, PLEASE GET THE WHOLE PICTURE RIGHT FIRST BEFORE FLAMING AT ME OKAY..
IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM FOR DOING THE WORK LAST MINUTE.
I DIDN'T TOUCH A SHIT ON IT.
DON'T FLAME ME FOR SOMETHING THAT I'M NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR OK..
I'VE DONE MORE THAN WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO..
DON'T FLAME ME FOR NOTHING PLEASE.
I DON'T MIND IF I'M THE ONE WHO CAUSED THE DELAY, BUT DID I?
I WORKED SO HARD TO PLEASE EVERYONE, BUT WHAT I GET IN THE END??

interest arising

my current job is getting more and more interesting recently..
and therefore, my thoughts on resignation is diminishing.. lol..
see, told you i'm tahi-tahi chicken.

lol. nolar.. there's a reason behind..
there's this colleague of mine which is quite new couldn't really catch up with her job.
hence, boss delegate some of her jobs to me in order to help her out la..
i get the chance to login to the system,
learning how to generate certs, attendance list etc from spreadsheets
getting the materials to be printed, arranged, packed and couriered.
source for books
get in touch with suppliers on phone (i love being looked for on the phone wei! wtf, i sound like some old desperate spinster. lol) it somehow makes me feel that i'm still significant to the company. :p


seriously loving&enjoying doing all these though i'm preoccupied the entire day (better than whole day sitting there doing some useless simple punya thing la.)
looking forward to office tomorrow like it never happened before. :p

till then,
night night~~

Love Matters

goodbye weekend, hello new week!

tomorrow going office again.. in dilemma now.. should i confront my boss on my resignation?
frankly, i really don't have the guts..
:(

btw, last night went for a movie with Michelle, Khai tzer and Yeong Kit..
it was a last minute plan.. but it turned out to be so great.. fully occupied my lonely saturday night. lol.

we watched :

LOVE MATTERS

it was super hilarious!! i was laughing throughout the whole movie like a retard bitch!
haha.. the story line is just so-so to me la..
but the jokes are damn 9funny. compared to Money not enough, i think this is alot funnier!
prolly because i don't understand Hokkien lar. hehe..

the movie ended around 1130pm. then we met up with Kai Seng and headed to Steven's pandan indah. that place is seriously packed with seafood! any type that you crave for..
lol..
chit-chat, kap chais till 230am and balik..
woke up at 12pm today after sooooooooo long..
i missed waking up so late...