A Day out to orphanage.

happy day 6th of CNY everyone!

finally i got some time to update my blog.. been really busy during the entire week.
let's see what' i've done in 2009 cny.
Day 0 - had family reunion dinner at my house.

Day 1 - since my dad's kampung is at KL. so we went back in the morning, us usual greeting everyone and get ang paos. some strange thing happened that day, my dad was randomly capturing around, and then suddenly he captured some unusual 'figure'. i don't know should i named it a human not, cos it has a human feature, but it's kinda blur and it looks like my late grandpa.
creepy huh.. okay, then we headed to my aunt's huge bungalow and start our 21 marathon. babi sial.. kept losing.. lost around 20 bucks again. ish ish..

Day 2 - which was the day i awaited for, balik my mom's side kampung which is at KL again. this time my lovely bro, Ryan and cousin, douglas brought their spouse back.. hu hu.. i can imagine few years later.. love birds are all around popo's house. lol.. p/s: jacky, our turn next okie? wakakak.. went pavilion for some shopping after that.

Day 3 - my future employer, John Pang called me for an interview. i'm still considering wanna take up this intern not.. fuh.. damn jual mahal. haha.. night time went to this night club call Bintang Palace with Chiew Yee. hmm.. a very good experience though..

Day 4 - had a company annual lunch at Sunway Pyramid TGI Friday. having lunch with my bosses and colleagues are indeed a very good way of mengeratkan hubungan. really happy meeting them as part of my life. :) later then went to Universiti Malaya to REMOVE my braces which i've been wearing it for more than 4 damn years! happy happy~~ i'm a braces-less girl now!

Day 5 - went to subang jaya to complete my last day of employment. i bought so many candies, chocolates, vitagens my students but most of them did not turn up. damn disappointed wei.. cannot meet them for the last day. i seriously enjoyed teaching there, but it's soooo far la..
p/s: boss, if you open a new franchise at ampang, do give me a ring. hehe..
later then went to popo's place for my all time favourite 'ham cha'. yum yum~~
oh ya- did i mention that my manager at subang jaya is Sean. and my future manager is John. so when add them together. it'll be Sean John!! lame i know. hehe..

Day 6 - which is today.. i drove all the way to ss2 myself wei.. so damn proud of myself.. but i got sesat half way la.. thank Ken for rescuing me. lol. then met up with the rest at LDP. reached the orphanage, Siddhartan centre around 12 plus. the kids there are sooooo adorable! did lots of activities there. but no pictures taken by me. have to wait for the cameraman of the day to courier to us. and thanks bryan(hope didn't spell your name wrongly) for leading me back. in short, it was really memorable and touching seeing them. wanna give a bighug to sherly the organiser who prepared this meaningful event from head to toe and made it sooo successful..

that's it la.. though i don't really have the feel of CNY nowadays. getting older kott.. time really flies wei..

till then.. have a wonderful weekend!

Gong Hei Gong Hei!

it's been a looong time didn't update my blog..
have been busy with stuffs that i've longing to do..
such as, clean up my messy room, hair makeover(doesn't suit me though, ish!!), paid my saman, window shopping at MV, groceries shopping at giant, made cookies and pineapple tarts etc..
and today.. cny eve dinner is held at my house..
so helped my mom to cook, clean up the whole day..
relatives are at my house now.. and me pulak hide inside the room. haha.. what la. boring ma.. takde cousin yang boleh teman me.. either they're too old or too young.. ish ish..

nothing much to say d.. so, just wanna wish everyone here a

HAPPY HOLIDAY AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
MAY YOU AND YOUR FAMILY HAVE A PROSPEROUS OX YEAR... MOOOO~ MOOO~~

Free from Hell

I'M OFFICIALLY FREE FROM HELL!!

HOOOOOOOORAY!!

PLEASE DON'T CALL ME TO TOUCH BOOK FOR AT LEAST 4 MONTHS OKAY?

hahhaa..

though i did not do well in most of the papers..
but screw it la.. it's over. it's over! it's over!!!! it's over!!!!! it's over!!!!!!!

bye!

2 left.

yay.. 2 down and 2 more to go...

and i'm like it's overed d.. slept for the whole afternoon to recharge energy. then woke up watch Gem of life.. slacked around until now..

hehe.. i can't wait for it to over la..
i got so many stuffs to do..

• i wanna go groceries with mom to get all my favourite stuffs and snacks.
• i wanna go for facial to get all my congested whiteheads/pimples that accummulated these few days sucked out..
• i wanna go SHOPPING!! haven't get my undies for CNY. no new undies on cny where can la! teee.. shy.. :p
• i wanna go cut hair, dye hair, straighten hair...
• i wanna meet up with all my kawan-kawan that i've lost contact.. i feel so bad always say 'jom, let's meet up one day!' and it took forever for my that day to arrrive.. SIGH!
• what else ar? oh ya! i wanna clean up my super messy room..
• oh ya.. i wanna be a begger to beg for a job for my internship.. no one wanna employ me lar... ish ish.. fated kot.. so no need work, can have 3-4months break.. how fucking nice ar? haha..
• so far that's it la..
• oh ya.. and gotta catch up my Heroes season3!! prison break season2!! gossip girl season2!! my dear VIPs that promised me to save for me pls don't forget ok.. lol.. :p

drama time now.. bye!

1 more day to go.

currently listening to Jesse McCartney - It's over.

tomorrow is the last day of study week..

so sick of studying now. just feel like giving up everything and just chuck out whatever i know in exam..

Friday - English for Management
Saturday - Finance
Monday - Performance Management
Wednesday - Organization Management and Information System


please don't fail me k.. i just want a pass.. it's more than enough..
if can i still wanna maintain my CGPA above 3.o. which is impossible now i guess.. sigh..

GOODLUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO SITTING FOR EXAMS TOO.. ^^

Not a very good day.

it's supposed to be a very good day today..
we had a great(at least for me. :p) 3 days 2 nights study group at villa angsana, again. although i slept most of time there instead of studying.. :p
what la.. the environment is superb ma.

so today is our last day of staying as I'm bond to help my mom in teaching part of her tuition. while going back stopped by and had our lunch.. guess what.. my all time favorite paper which loves me so bloody much visited me again.. yeah.. saman.. wtf..

he was right in front of me while writing that blooody saman. i keep rayu-ed him to give me a chance la bla bla.. almost cried out gela.. but tahan only.. but he said 'sudah tulis dah'

&%&&*&%%$#!!#$#$@#$%

sigh.. after he went off, i cried out in front of my friends. omg.. so malu.. it's just a saman liew may jean!!

i cried not because he don't give me another chance. i cried is because of i can't believe myself that i kena saman again (god knows how many times i kena 10?11?12?) more than that i guess. fuck.
&& i know i sure kena 99 from parents.. everytime i kena.. mommy will never comfort me. she will instead over and over again recite all my mistakes that i will never learn. it's hurt..
while dad, same thing goes on.. if i asked him to help me to settle my saman. he will like 'you think i'm so free to help you ar.. everytime also kena saman. next time....bla bla bla' but at last, he will still settle it for me.. that's the good thing about my dad.. soft hearted.

btw, this time i chose not to tell my parents about it. why? not because i'm scared of their rants. it's just not a right timing today.

here goes what happened just now.
dad's accidentally locked his carkeys inside his car with the engine on.
so he called mom and find for the spare key. searched the whole house but couldn't find it.
i accompanied my mom to pick up my dad.
when we reached there, mom non-stop ranting and spouting at my dad's mistakes..
in my heart, 'mom, dad is very tired, imagine after work still gotta attend meetings. he were rushing for it and accidentally made this mistake. everyone made mistakes right?'
if i were my mom, the first thing i will do when i see my husband is to give him a hug and say "sorry dear, i'm late.."
instead of over and over again repeating his mistake which will never change the whole situation.. in fact, it worsen the whole thing.
my dad ended with a sentence like "you don't like me disturb you is it now? then next time i don't call you la" ending with a cold war.
this don't worth a shit.
sigh..

till then.. goodnight..

My dear menstruation

Hi my dearest menstruation of December 2008, where have you been? you have been delayed for around 2 weeks do you know?
you are very punctual most of the time, even if you're late, it's just mere 2 or 3 days..
why??? i know what you guys thinking.. 'jackpot' right. wtf.
yea.. i think so.. and the daddy will be Mr. Potatoes, Mr. Cadbury, Mr. Twisties, Mr. Coco crunch and cornflakes plus Mr. Green Tea. *oh. i love green tea soooo fucking much lately* and the list goes on. congested with all kinds of junkfood.. wtf wtf..

my tummy is sooo bloated now.. got the feeling that she is coming. but still no sign of showing up.. i even brought half pack of Laurier (consists of pantyliner, day use type and 27cm long night type)to alor star just incase they don't sell laurier. haha. just joking.

argh.. exam is just in a week time. i'm sooo not ready..
i can't wait for it to finish.. and there comes my half year break before starting to face all the holy shits again..

ciao now.. bye. enjoy your weekends ppl.

back from Alor Star

note, it's Alor STAR.. not alor setar anymore. :))

came back on Sunday evening.. it's was an enjoyable journey despite it took hours and hours to reach (6hours to be exact). maybe due to the spacious 3-seated bus.. seriously damn comfy.. hehe.. Wedding dinner was alright. Bride is beautiful, bridegroom is good-looking and not forgetting the bridegroom's sister is gorgeous too. *ahem*. haha.. drink and drunk sessions again being conducted. blacklabel, chivas, carlsberg etc. i drank few cups and my face was like a rotten tomato that going to explode. wtfness. haha.. really salute the drinkers.. ahem.. you know who you are.. haha..


back to college today.. and heck it's our last midterm test.. obviously we only start flipping our notes last night.. soo.. screwed it la.. it's just fukn 4 marks out of 100 in our finals.

10 more days to finals.. and what am i doing now? wtf wtf..
i don't wanna have any outstanding paper
i don't wanna resit or repeat any subject
i don't wanna study during my internship
i don't wanna pay for my resit paper
i don't wanna restudy any subject
i don't wanna be demoted
i don't wanna don't wanna fail!!
i know i did not put any effort in the entire sem,
i know i have been procrastinating for the entire 13 damn weeks
i know i have been skipping 60% of the lectures. (and the remaining 40% i was either daydreaming or talking)
i know i did not put studies as my priority nowadays
i know..... but sigh.. times will never turn back..
i shall fully utilize the remaining 10 days to forbid me from failing.
please bless and guide me through this exam my dear Buddha.
i'm getting very stress and weak.. i really need Your support to keep me going on.
Sadhu sadhu sadhu...

HAPPY 2009

gosh.. has been abandoning my blog for some time..

was damn busy this week..
assignment submission
trip planning to alor setar
countdown celebration
family's dinner etc etc
oh oh not forgetting my shopping day at Midvalley..
fuh.. not gonna show what i've spent on as i received lots 'bai ga' feedbacks from my surrounding. :p
and btw, me and mom had signed up for a Assata facial treatment at MV. *got brain washed* :p
so today we syok syok pegi Amcorp mall and done a 3 hours++ facial.. damn bloody worth the money lo.. highly recommended! and my mom got addicted and made another appointment for the both of us. yipee!!

how's new year's celebration every1??
for me. it was no different from last year. celebrated at friend's house. they drink and get drunk,
ma-in police and killer, 21 etcc.. played until 4am the next morning.. fuck tired..
the next day pulak early early facial appointment.. made me look 10 damn years older.

and tomorrow, i mean later, will be leaving to Jitra, Alor Setar to attend Michelle bro's wedding. a 3 days 2 nights trip.
exciting!! a great trip to relax ourselves before start preparing for finals.

so. will be MIS for 3 damn days!! bye..

goodnight!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.