back from Alor Star

note, it's Alor STAR.. not alor setar anymore. :))

came back on Sunday evening.. it's was an enjoyable journey despite it took hours and hours to reach (6hours to be exact). maybe due to the spacious 3-seated bus.. seriously damn comfy.. hehe.. Wedding dinner was alright. Bride is beautiful, bridegroom is good-looking and not forgetting the bridegroom's sister is gorgeous too. *ahem*. haha.. drink and drunk sessions again being conducted. blacklabel, chivas, carlsberg etc. i drank few cups and my face was like a rotten tomato that going to explode. wtfness. haha.. really salute the drinkers.. ahem.. you know who you are.. haha..


back to college today.. and heck it's our last midterm test.. obviously we only start flipping our notes last night.. soo.. screwed it la.. it's just fukn 4 marks out of 100 in our finals.

10 more days to finals.. and what am i doing now? wtf wtf..
i don't wanna have any outstanding paper
i don't wanna resit or repeat any subject
i don't wanna study during my internship
i don't wanna pay for my resit paper
i don't wanna restudy any subject
i don't wanna be demoted
i don't wanna don't wanna fail!!
i know i did not put any effort in the entire sem,
i know i have been procrastinating for the entire 13 damn weeks
i know i have been skipping 60% of the lectures. (and the remaining 40% i was either daydreaming or talking)
i know i did not put studies as my priority nowadays
i know..... but sigh.. times will never turn back..
i shall fully utilize the remaining 10 days to forbid me from failing.
please bless and guide me through this exam my dear Buddha.
i'm getting very stress and weak.. i really need Your support to keep me going on.
Sadhu sadhu sadhu...